Wednesday, February 17, 2010

what am i?

I'm not perfect, but this you knew.
"my cups half-empty" is more than a clue.
I thought my sun was beginning to rise, but it's only their moon in disguise.
I guess I didn't know myself as much as I thought I knew you.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Live from some strangers skin


I have this horrible habit.
optimist...pessimist
optimist...pessimist
optimist...pessimist
optimist..pessimist.
.optimist.pessimist.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

2.14

dodge a few arrows to avoid the pain
come to realize it's still the same.











will you be my valentine?

Saturday, February 6, 2010

YES!

Today is a BRAND SPANKIN' NEW DAY.

I never thought I'd see one of these again.

Friday, February 5, 2010

all I want to do is...

listen to sad songs with you.


so by mistake you step in a muddy patch of grass on your way to breakfast.
life ain't so bad.
so my shoe & pants are a little muddy & my socks are a little wet, but i'm good.
So I get to the cash register. can i get #4?
"i'm sorry son breakfast just ended a few minutes ago."
"aww no way really? My watch reads 9:58am."
"I'm sorry son the cooks just turned off the stove"
"hey no worries, I'll just get up early tomorrow."
It's cool I didn't care the real reason I wasn't so angry was because I left my wallet at home.
I'd rather not borrow your dollar Friend 'Y'.
Hey my sock has a hole.
hey my shirts got a stain.
hey i'm really hungry.
hey my friends just went home.
hey i'm really cold.
my stomach is turning.
i don't feel so well.
i want to go home.
may i borrow your sweater?
i'm sorry if i'm annoying.



if i screamed into the grand canyon and there was no one around would it echo?
if i cried and never felt better could a band-aid save me?
if i never loved would i ever live?
if i never lived would i ever exist?
& what's love anyway?
why can't i have my cereal for breakfast?
why must i always be the one in trouble?
why do my friends always go before i do?
when is it my turn?
hey want to borrow my sleeping bag?
want some hot chocolate?



so I
add 1
to 2
and my product is 3.
but 3 is company and someone's got to be alone in the end.


i'm a little exhausted.
and it's been hurting for too long.
i mean a little 'i'm glad you made it this far & haven't fucked up" would be cool.
maybe something real or from the heart.
a little emotion wouldn't hurt.
you're not a robot & it wouldn't disappoint your culture to show your family some love.


hahaaha, but hey let's be real I'll be fine tomorrow.
good night.