Live from some strangers skin

I have this horrible habit.

optimist...pessimist

optimist...pessimist

optimist...pessimist

optimist..pessimist.

.optimist.pessimist.

2.14

dodge a few arrows to avoid the pain

come to realize it's still the same.

will you be my valentine?

YES!

Today is a BRAND SPANKIN' NEW DAY.

I never thought I'd see one of these again.

all I want to do is...

listen to sad songs with you.

so by mistake you step in a muddy patch of grass on your way to breakfast.

life ain't so bad.

so my shoe & pants are a little muddy & my socks are a little wet, but i'm good.

So I get to the cash register. can i get #4?

"i'm sorry son breakfast just ended a few minutes ago."

"aww no way really? My watch reads 9:58am."

"I'm sorry son the cooks just turned off the stove"

"hey no worries, I'll just get up early tomorrow."

It's cool I didn't care the real reason I wasn't so angry was because I left my wallet at home.

I'd rather not borrow your dollar Friend 'Y'.

Hey my sock has a hole.

hey my shirts got a stain.

hey i'm really hungry.

hey my friends just went home.

hey i'm really cold.

my stomach is turning.

i don't feel so well.

i want to go home.

may i borrow your sweater?

i'm sorry if i'm annoying.

if i screamed into the grand canyon and there was no one around would it echo?

if i cried and never felt better could a band-aid save me?

if i never loved would i ever live?

if i never lived would i ever exist?

& what's love anyway?

why can't i have my cereal for breakfast?

why must i always be the one in trouble?

why do my friends always go before i do?

when is it my turn?

hey want to borrow my sleeping bag?

want some hot chocolate?

so I

add 1

to 2

and my product is 3.

but 3 is company and someone's got to be alone in the end.

i'm a little exhausted.

and it's been hurting for too long.

i mean a little 'i'm glad you made it this far & haven't fucked up" would be cool.

maybe something real or from the heart.

a little emotion wouldn't hurt.

you're not a robot & it wouldn't disappoint your culture to show your family some love.

hahaaha, but hey let's be real I'll be fine tomorrow.

good night.

I constanly

find myself living in old memories I'll never experience again.

I always lose myself in thoughts which have no end, but there really is no infinite.

When I start to disclose information about the matter which occupies my mind I start at the end.

& when I want to smile & be happy I look for denial & a river full of tears.

but when I want to cry & press down on my insides...I run & hide from the understanding eye.

& now I will

attempt to philosophize with a

...HAMMER.

The walls have ears so I wrap myself in silence.

Even in a crowd I'd feel alone...my greatest friend has always been solitude.

When I chew I hope I choke.

closer & closer to isolation i tread.

Please, DO NOT EAT.

surfin' along the mad waves

i stumbled upon the find of the century.....

sike.

I just lost what I thought was found.

"Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within."

-Sigmund Freud

WHER

EIS

MUI

MEYEND??