18 January 2009.

I am not a slave to injustice nor will my spirit crumble when the town yells for me to be hung at the gallows.

Anger and frustration birthed from ignorant rumors and childish behavior/belief.

Understand that I care not for what army empowers your weak mind, nor will I allow room for automated responses in my mind, but above everything else I will not serve as the ground for your feet.

Eat shit. Die twice.

14 Wednesday, January

the waters been running while i make my bed every night.
i can't find the problem & it just keeps flowing.



don't let anyone know about this, then i'd have to come up with sort of an explanation.

and how can I explain what I don't even comprehend!?

8, January 2009, Thursday

earthquakes in my head, they're far off the richter scale.


grey skies and fog.
clear indicators of an oncoming storm.

i just want to walk on sunshine.

J.F.

It always strikes me as a bit ignorant when certain beings, especially those who have a huge influence over people (primarily those behind the microphones), will openly smash a person's foundation. Unless attacked, it is NEVER, EVER right to tear people apart, regardless of a person's beliefs.

You as human beings (i exclude myself because i'm aware of this re-occurring problem) seem to possess an inability to comprehend the power of words and their extent.

Next time you feel attacked, step back analyze the situation, don't REACT & RECIPROCATE. Instead THINK & THEN ACT.

1)LOVE;
a)a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

b)a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

c)affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.

2)LEAD;
a)to go before or with to show the way; conduct or escort: to lead a group on a cross-country hike.

b)to influence or induce; cause: Subsequent events led him to reconsider his position.

c)to guide in direction, course, action, opinion, etc.; bring: You can lead her around to your point of view if you are persistent.

3)BELIEVE
–verb (used without object)
a) to have confidence in the truth, the existence, or the reliability of something, although without absolute proof that one is right in doing so: Only if one believes in something can one act purposefully.

–verb (used with object)
b)to have confidence or faith in the truth of (a positive assertion, story, etc.); give credence to.

c)to have confidence in the assertions of (a person).

4)BUILD
–verb (used with object)
a)to construct (esp. something complex) by assembling and joining parts or materials: to build a house.

b)to establish, increase, or strengthen (often fol. by up): to build a business; to build up one's hopes.

c)to mold, form, or create: to build boys into men.

d)to base; found: a relationship built on trust

Brainfreeze (BrainMouth & Co.)

It could be that they are my really close friends or maybe it's the fact that they shred hard, but all bullshit aside Brainfreeze fucking rules and since they rule you should check them out!





Demo 2007 (download)

1)Drop
2)Fed Up
3)For Myself
4)Full of It
5)Intro/Brainfreeze
6)L.Y.L.
7)Mind Game
8)No Time
9)You're A Joke





Summer Jams/We've Had It!

1)Past is Past
2)Fall Apart
3)Lonely Emotions
4)Who Am I?
5)Trash City
6)The Cycle

fuzzles

the fuzzler is on his way.


I wonder, can his cup really hold the nothing which is everything?

Hey reflection, there's really not much to report.

the wind whispered 'you're just not interesting anymore', so I stood before the camera and swallowed a fist full of pills.
this is my exit.
this is my home.